You might be wondering what stupidity this is.. Well, me either. I don’t know what’s happening. I just woke up. I only had around 2 – 3 hours of sleep. Uncomfortable sleep at that. For weeks now, i’m having a hard time sleeping at night. I sleep in the afternoon right after my class because of exhaustion but during the night, when I sleep its like I’m not sleeping at all. My eyes are closed, I know my eyes are closed because I am very tired, but my head burst out ideas of anything, showing me images of just about anything while I’m asleep. I don’t know what condition is it I’m having. Its not Sleep paralysis. I can still move, because I’m aware that I’m moving around my bed but I’m asleep. Is it even possible? Then when I wake up in the morning I feel so tired and restless.
I’ll try to keep monitoring it and write all about it in here. Try to figure out what it is. Sometimes, its really creepy. Sometimes, I just don’t care and I just force myself into shutting down my system just to have the “complete” rest I want.